So this is it, the dates were announced. 7 June 2010. i have my last exam and then we are graduates. In just 10 days from that I will be moving to Delhi. A new place, a new life, new people.

Everything will begin from the scratch. I will take my memories packed in my mind that will help me to get used to the new atmosphere.

Sometimes I wonder that things will be so different. Daily job, formals, professionalism.

No chai cuts, no bike rides, no bunks, no back benches, no punishments. things will be so different. I'll miss so many things, so many people, Some too important for me. No late night CS sessions. One day you get up and walk out, there is no one who gives a damn to you. No one who will wait in the college canteen for you before you enter the class. No one to text you while your class is on.

No first day first shows.

I will miss all of this. I'll miss this city.

I have so much to write, just don't have the words.

tc

cherio

thanx everyone.

GUILTY OR INNOCENT

thanx for tagging me Eksha
RULE 1- You can only say Guilty or Innocent.
RULE 2- You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
RULE 3- Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag to your friends to answer this.

Asked someone to marry you? guilty
Ever kissed someone of the same sex? guilty PS: **not smooched**

Danced on a table in a bar? Innocent
Ever told a lie? Guilty
Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have back? Guilty
Kissed a picture? Guilty
Slept in until 5 PM? guilty
Fallen asleep at work/school? GUilty
Held a snake? GUILTY
Been suspended from school? Innocent
Worked at a fast food restaurant? Innocent
Stolen from a store? GUILTY
Been fired from a job? Innocent
Done something you regret? Guilty
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Guilty
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Innocent
Kissed in the rain? Innocent
Sat on a roof top? GUILTY
Kissed someone you shouldn't? GUILTY
Sang in the shower? Guilty
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? GUILTY
Shaved your head? Innocent
Had a boxing membership? Innocent
Made a GIRLfriend cry? GUILTY
Been in a band? GUILTY
Shot a gun? GUILTY
Donated Blood? GUILTY
Eaten alligator meat? Innocent
Eaten cheesecake? GUILTY
Still love someone you shouldn’t? INNOCENT
Have/had a tattoo? GUILTY
Liked someone, but will never tell who? Guilty
Been too honest? Guilty
Ruined a surprise? Guilty
Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you couldn’t walk afterward? Guilty
Erased someone in your friends list? Guilty
Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? Innocent
Joined a pageant? Innocent
Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Guilty
Had communication with your ex? GUILTY
Got totally drunk on the night before exam? Innocent
Got totally angry that you cried so hard? INNOCENT

PS: MAST THA....

I TAG

1) Shruti didi

2) Ravi

3) Naman

4) Kedar

5) Sneha Bhat

from deep inside

It’s sometime very hard to express what you feel.

Something inside your heart takes a lot to travel the path from heart to mouth.

It’s the same case with me. I feel a lot for different people but it’s not easy for me to express it. My behaviour has caused me to break my relations and at the same time to strengthen some too. I have many drafts saved which were started when I wanted to thank someone who did something good, but then, like now and forever they will be just drafts. There is a story that revolves around surbhit saxena. The story that changes everyday. Some actors stay in this, some leave soon, and some become an integral part of this fiction scripted by his almighty.

I being the centre point of the story want to say so much but my scriptwriter didn’t give me that power to express what is in my heart. I feel so helpless sometimes. I love but I can’t express my love, I care but can’t show you how much I care. Sometimes everything diminishes into a single word that reads “loser”, and at that moment there comes a hand from behind me, telling me not to give up, to get up and fight back and win what is destined to be mine. I want to say thank you to this hand but then again I can’t.

I get a hug and I want to make it last forever, the hug is about to end but I don’t want it to end, my mind asks me if there is anyway that I can stay in these arms forever and again I can’t answer. I miss someone and I want to call but I can’t call, I don’t want to disturb anyone, I don’t want to be the reason of pain for anyone. My life takes a new turn every moment. I keep accepting things until one day I give up. I say I quit and again an inspiration crosses me. I get up and fight back again, and I fail, I fall.

Then I find two people standing by my side to pick me up and put me up on my feet and give me the strength to walk this road again and live my script.

I have so much inside me. Don’t know when I will be able to let it out and tell the ones I love. Tell them what is inside my heart for them.

give me some room :P

This journey began on august 20^th 2006, I was on my way to Yol in Himachal Pradesh. On the way I got a call on my cell. “Your college commences on first September.”

ROOM 1

(September 2006 - June 2007)

73 Sidharth nagar

Indore

It was already decided that I’ll share my room with Rohit Ahuja.

Who is Rohit?

He is a person who has seen me grow up. My dad and his have been friends before marriage and we were in the same housing society. So he is like my elder brother.

I reached Indore on 30^th August, so it was still one complete day for me to explore the city before I had to show myself up in college.

On 30^th night, I was taught how to play three card poker. Next day it was movie time for me. We went to a movie in the nearby Cineplex.

It was fun being with Rohit Bhaiya and his group of friends, I was treated very well and I still remember how each and everyone played a different role in teaching me the lessons of life. It was fun I still miss al of them.

ROOM 2

(September 2007-March 2008)

7, Dayanand Nagar

Indore

Ashish, my classmate and my friend was my next roommate. It was during my accident days when he used to stop by and help me with some studies. Once I came back to the room, things were a little bit different. He was usually busy with his work all day long so most of the time was spend with me being online. The loneliness was effecting me and I found some friends in my physios. My friend Ishaan used to visit me with his roommate Sunil. I had some fun time with Ishaan, used to go out with him, but it effected my studies to a great extent. All in all this room was not what anyone would want from a room in college life.

ROOM 3

(March 2008- Till date)

35 C

Main Indrapuri

Indore

It was with Ishaan and Sunil. We three were looking for a new house so we decided to this one. It was awesome, Sunil was a wonderful cook. I loved his paranthas. We would talk for long and have fun together. Me and Ishaan would spend most of our times at Mc Donald’s. Sunil was a little bit different. Kind of serious types. He would spend his time reading the newspaper or studying.

My friend from Jammu Tushar also moved in and it was 3 moths we four stayed together and had loads of fun. Then Sunil felt a need to change the room and decided that he will be moving with a college friend of his.

Fine with me and Ishaan, it was just Tushar me and Ishaan.

Then it was Ishaan’s junior who was searching for a room and he asked to share the room with us for 2 months.

Trideep moved in and before the two months were over me and Ishaan were impressed by his simple, honest and cooperative attitude.

We both had a talk and decided to ask him if he wants to stay. Tushar me Ishaan and Trideep. Then Rohit bhaiya’s cousin Kunal moved to Indore and took a room nearby.

Tushaar decided to change the room, the reason for this still not figured out. Me Trideep Ishaan are now roomies and we have loads of fun. No common account, high level of cooperation and really understanding.

Kunal also stays at our place all day long, would only go back to his place to sleep.

This is real fun.

I’ll miss everyone but three guys the most

Ishaan, Trideep and Kunal

Signing off

Surbhit

PS: our landlord are still unaware of Trideep. Just to save some rent :P