hello 

i have been in this blogging thing for a while

i'd really appreciate all those people who have been reading and commenting.

thanx for you feedbacks

this happens to be the last post  on my blog.

i hope u enjoy reading the lyrics i had put up.

ciao

thanx

surbhit

it's good to thank the one who deserve to b thanked

1:27 am

place: funkyrave's room

thankyou,

all, for loving me, n giving me reason to smile.

n for hating me , so that i know wats dere to change.

for those who hate me, i have no words of appreciation, just thanx a lot

for those who love or loved me i would say thanx

i dnt knw if i shud write the names as such or not but yea i'l put in the reasons for which i love em' too

the one guy i love the most is brushing his teeth ryt now, who makes me feel so positive n gives me  reason to believe in me again

creates that aura of positivity arnd me .... thanx bro...

a guy who is as emotional as me but takes everystep wid his mind controllin him... it will b even hard for him to realise dats this is for him, if u do, jus lemme knw bro

d childhood frnd wid whom i started as a foe bt nw is as close to me as my soul...

a brat in mumbai n an ass in banglore, for believing in me...

d chuiqitita i love the most :) no reasons for this :) :P nincompoop

a colg frnd who treats me like a bro n cares for me like anything...thanx jkr....

my roomies for listenin to my crap n acceptin me.

n in the end, i love myself, once again i love myself....

n u all r the reason for this

love u all

love u alot lol.........0

:)

when the emotions get drained!!!!

jus picture this,

you have your presentation, u r least prepared get up, convince yourslef that there is no way out so gotta face watever that  comes up.

you get ready to leave for your project partners place, who is mad at you cause you din't turn up a day before though u promised.

you get down, push the key in the bike, about to kick, n your cell phone rings.

it's your best friend calling....

you start the bike, n drive while you talk, you reach the place still on the phone and then get your good luck charm.

you start with the report you have to submit.

leave for the college, driving 13 kms in scorching heat, without eating anything, no dinner,no breakfast.

through the sandunes you reach your college, already dirty,(thanx to the dust) and you r informed that u r next for the presentation. no time to prepare you connect your laptop and take the seat.

they ask you questions and you r numb, no answers, u r jus cursing urself.

anyways bad day, everything ends, clouds in the sky you start your bike, your project partner, dipressed as u r, sittin bak.driving slowly, both completly pissd off..

you look up.... dark clouds alll around n then u notice a drop of water on the petrol tank.

10 minutes later you r driving and searching for a place to hide your computer.

you find a "dhabba" u go in put ur laptop bag dere and wait for the rain to stop.

and then you get a push, n u r out.... they wont let u in...

n u feel the rain....

u feel the drops on your head, n then u decide to stay outside,... 

u dance, u drive u forget.....

you njoy

you thank

you feel good

you feel bad

u love

u hate

u smile n den u cry

u go through all the emotions possible

and all this covered , thanx to the drops he gave u

to let it out

you come bak,

have u tea 

n u sleep

n u get up

n u write this

thanx god n luky charm

misss both of u

love both of u

goodmorningzzzz zzzz

this is how my day starts

9:47 am

opening my eyes,

first thing, seaarch for my cell...

yes here it is and it shows 9 new msgs n 6 missed calls.

wow!!! 

next thing i do is open the lid of my computer to find that i had not even put it in sleepmode, great the torrent is downloaded so tonight have a job to do.

to my left are my books, to my right is a lousy creature a.k.a my roomie.

k first i reply to the messages, and then grab my tshrt get out of the bed.

*yaawwnnnn* find my sleepers and rush to the loo.

comeout,

go to the refrigerator and get some water, wash my face, take a look around...

pick up my books, put them on the table, clean my bed a bit, take of my sleepers off go back to the bed, play sum yanni and close my eyes and sleep again

:D

i know every undergraduate has the same way to start d morning....

yaawwnnn

sleeeeeeeeeeepzzzzzzzzzz zzzz zzzz

finally,  back to blogging.

so much has happened, in the end smiles and tears leave me in a dilemma that this post shud be titled with sumthing sad, or sumthing happy. 

so i decide that dere will be no title at all :P ( the laziest n easiest way out, haina??)

njoing wid my friends n finding new ones.

having a bash, celebrating every moment at my bro's marriage , trying hard to forget what has happened 2 days back.

i danced like anything and i enjoyed like anything. made it sure that i don't leave anything undone, surprises for bhaiya n bhabhi.

that night when the "pheras" were scheduled, i can never forget that night.

Found a new friend who is a bit sad today :P .

enjoyed with bhaiya n bhabhi n family.

and had a great time with all the relatives together.

all cousins together , all grownups now, remembring the childhood memories.

visiting the ancestral house in lucknow was such a wonderfull feeling

n then in jammu too.

i was totally involved in my bro's marriage n that is the reason y i was out.

a frnd lost me, n a friend is in my list of the wonderfullest(:P, yea it's u chottu...) people i hav ever met....

now m back in indore.

n i think i have messed up my life too much now,

shud sit back n work,

plans ahead.

tc

PS: after reading this post, i think that dere is nuthin in it that makes it worth a post, but than next post will be a good one. 

m goin to sleep now take carezzzzzzzzzzzzz........

m feelin so lonely;

so out of the place;

my loved ones r not wid me;

n they dint leave any trace;

.

my mind is reminiscing;

the tym that we had;

but now its all over;

n it feels so f***ing bad;

..

if you can hear it then i'l say;

m not happy without u today;

baby can't you come back n stay;

cus i promise u i'l never let u go away;

away from me, again......

..

my mind so numb now

 n the ground is so cold

i still remember you

though i've grown so old...

.

i still feel your touch

i still need love

i still rem i told u

i aint going  anywhere

..

if you can hear it then i'l say;

m not happy without u today;

baby can't you come back n stay;

cus i promise u i'l never let u go away;

away from me, again......

..

.

now that m in pieces

where r u now

m looking for your love,

can i get it sumhow....

hi 

sorry, have been out f this  blogging thing for sum tym... il post again, about what kept me away on friday.

hope you all check it

tc ciao