Chin up,Always

Everyone has a period in their life when every thing is going bad. Be it studies, job , relations or anything else.

When I just stepped out of my teenage, I had the first break up of my life and trust me your first breakup hurts you more than anything. Got into a job and it dint really turn out the way I had expected it to.Came to Bangalore and things were troubling me here too.

All this made me think(subconsciously) that everything bad happens with me.

But,

Lately I have been talking to a lot of people. I realized that everybody has troubles.

From a girl trying hard to get into an MBA college to a boy who is working hard to establish himself as a singer. A girl trying hard to convince her parents to allow her to marry her lover to a boy working in an IT company and studying to become a astrophysicist. 

Everybody has  got some problems and that lean patch where things just don’t work out. Life throws shit at everyone. You cant escape this. The earlier you learn to accept this, the easier it becomes for you to cross this phase.

Luckily it seems that it has just got over for me. I have finally settled down in Bangalore and have much less things to worry about.  So I believe that if lately you have had that feeling of things not going your way, then trust may they will ‘ultimately’ go ‘your’ way, all you have to do is have patience and keep your chin up and keep trying. 

Sooner or later you will be loved, you will get the job you always wanted and you will be capable enough to do everything you ever dreamed of.

Just think over it, If we don’t cry then we can only smile isn’t it?

I wrote these lines  couple of months back. They fit the best with this post

"whats in your mind

whats on your tongue

breathing heavy

job undone

smile on your face

with a broken heart

dont worry my friend

this time will also pass"

College Life revisited ;)

5th Jan 2012
2:00 AM

Abhishek: Bhaag Surbhit
Surbhit : Ruk yaar, woh aaega abhi.
Abhishek: Abe! Bhaag…..
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3 hours earlier

Abhishek: Hello
Hitender: Ghar kab tak aaega?
Abhishek: 10 minutes
Hitender: Aaja, party hai.
……
……….
5th jan 1:30 AM
Surbhit: Bas yeh akhiri hai, fir khaana khaenge
Hardik: Abe Surbhit yaar, jaldi kyun hai
Surbhit: Salle bhook lag rahi hai, main khaana garam kar raha hoon tum saaf karo and news paper bichao.
…………
………..
15 minutes later

Surbhit: paan khaana hai yaar
Hitendra: paan nahi milega raat ke 2 baje hai
Surbhit: Challo fir ek walk karke aate hai
Everyone: challo

5 Minutes later
Abhishek: Police waale aa rahe hai
Surbhit: Side pe aajao
Police Constable: Kidher jaa rahe ho?
Abhishek: Sir ATM jaa rahe hai ICICI ke
Police Constable: 2 Baj rahe hai. Daroo piya hai?
Abhishek: Nahi sir bas khaana khaaya hai
Police Constable: Yeh koi time hai ATM jaane ka?
Surbhit: Sir, Kal bus ke ticket k paise nahi hai toh ATM jaa rahe hai.
Police Constable: Ruko
…Calls his officer…
Police Constable: Chori karta hai?
Surbhit: Sir, TCS mein kaam karte hai, aap bolo toh ID leke aa jaaye.
Police Constable: Kidher se hai?
Surbhit: Jammu and Kashmir
I still remember his reaction when I told him that I am from Jammu and Kashmir.
Police Constable: ID card dikhao
Surbhit: sir abhi nahi hai ghar pe hai, leke aata hoon
Police Constable (Shouts): Aye Ruk.
Surbhit: Sir, idher hi hai ghar, house number 1432
Police Constable: Idher ruko, Officer aata hai, wahi baat karega.
…
…
…
He finds a car parked nearby with flashing headlights.
Police constable: Idher hi ruko. Main aata
He started moving away from us and we were unaware of what to do, we slowly started moving towards our house.
Moments later I see abhishek taking his slippers in his hands (reason still unknown to me O_O)
Abhishek: Bhaag Surbhit
Surbhit : Ruk yaar, who aaega abhi.
Abhishek: Abe! Bhaag…..
Surbhit: hardik bhaag
And we all ran non stop and must have broken ben johnson’s record.
In no time we were home, breathing heavy trying to unlock the door.
Entered the room, switched off the lights
And everybody could not stop laughing.
Since I told him the house number we were expecting a knock at the door, but luckily no body bothered

Excitement at its peak


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Love
Surbhit

lose yourself

Hi :)
Year 2011 is gone. For everyone who used to follow my blog I have not updated my blog since April 2011. I am glad if you missed my writing. If you din't then I am sorry I have started writing again.(Pun intended)
Not that i did not have anything to write on but i just lost the will to express. Things changed as I moved to Chennai and were beyond my control until December 2011.

Perhaps the worst phase was waiting for me. For those who know and have been with me through the tough time in 2007, this was even worst.
I have never experienced any conspiracy set up against me. I have never been the eye of any hurricane. I have had many people around me but at one time when I needed somebody to talk and share what all I was going through. I had nobody.

I have spent hours sitting on the footpath, because I dint want anyone to be around. I so much started enjoying my loneliness and this became a daily schedule. Get free from office, ride to some place where silence is waiting for me to come. Was it me or the pressure that was driving is still unknown. Lessons learnt the hard way are never forgotten and so I learnt the hard way too. Since I have left Chennai, I know many people, I don’t want to name, who were very close to me now cant stop bitching about me. Why? Because, I managed a transfer. My only answer to you if you are reading is that the you can never do what I did. Not because you are not capable but because you spend your energy in bitching rather than planning.
Anyway, more words for you would be injustice to the rest of the so many important things that happened to me in the last 8 months.
I am in Bangalore now, and everything seems to be getting back to normal. Of course scars never go, but still I have moved on over what has happened to me. I have certainly hurt a few people in the process and they know I am sincerely sorry. I wish one day I am able to put things back in place for them. I have started freaking out again and I have started to be the way I was. Life looks beautiful as of now and I know it will change for sure. I miss Indore and the fun I had with a friend who would play guitar and we all would sing. Friends in Bangalore are too busy in their own personal lives and its understandable. So, Since everyone is busy with what makes them happy. I should also start writing again. It makes me happy. M sure though, the reader would be having different thoughts on that.
Happy New Year.
Thanks for reading.
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Love and regards
Surbhit