diffrences....

This happened to me when i was in the baraat.Yes, it was the marriage of a friend's brother.Smiles, laughter everywhere.Spread all around.The procession started and we were dancing to the tunes of latest bolly songs.I did try to dance but then realised that this is not my game.I was at the side and was moving slowly ,forward, ignoring the traffic and the horns.I was happy, n looked to my right.There was a girl, no less then 18.stunning eyes she had and long hair.Everyone was happy, but she was not.I could feel the pain and disguise in her eyes.Being of the very same age, i could feel what she is thinking right now.I moved forward and she stood there, holdin the lamp that she was supposed to hold and continuing with her job of lightin the way of baraat.I could feel how much she wanted to get in the dancing group and enjoy. It's the prime years of her life and all she is doing is workin to get just two green notes.And people dressed up like celibrities crossin her and she is just looking at the dresses wondering if she will ever be able to wear dresses like these.No doubt it pinches you. it really does.The baraat had reached the venue and i went in to have dinner.But i was Just thinking what that group of people might be doing rightnow.i went out, to have a look.they all were outside a chaiwalla's shop.I could see that girl too.standing with a guy and laughing.i smiled to myself and came back.People really do accept what they get in life.And being the one for someone just makes it easier to accept....

whatta journey!!!

on my way back to indore.
back to the college.
Hungry, nuthin to eat....
and can't buy anything to eat.
THANX to JAUNDICE.
i am very tired was moving all day long!!!!
xrays crossing me and my brain.
all the broken areas wispering in my ear that i am not normal.
all tired, and you board the train.
dirty one i tell u...
u call a friend.
hear a sweet voice telling you that there are your friends ready to wake up early(thats a tough job, wen u hav3 days of brain numbin questions and only day off is sunday)
but then they will.
and they plan to get color to wish me a belated holi.
lol!!!!
someone wants me to stay but wont say, but even i can't stay i have work.
missed about one month of my college... and now when i go back all i have is 1 month to cover everything, cus its my brothers marriage after one month.
i got a goodie bad too.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
will deliver it tommorrow morning.
i hope it's likes all i have put in this goodie bag is just love and care.
n for them who are getting colors for me.
i'd b most glad to see dem and i got chocolates forthem too.
i hope as i thought oofff i get to deliver the smiles m carryin in my bag and in my heart
luv y'all
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15 march 2009

ok i thot i'l end this blog but now sumthin happened tha forces me to type forward.
i reached bhopal and my a very special friend there.
waiting for me with roses in hand....
i got down, gave the goodies bag...
and everything was so good untill one friend came and he had colors.
5 friends and me, friends meeting for 30 mins.
The train moved and i was sure that it was not actually moving but just the engine being changed.
they pushed me back, no hugs and no byes just "go go go it's moving."
i was up in the train but was praying with all my heart that ...god plzzzzz stop the train and he did!!!
lol!!! got down called them n dey came running to me, the the first very special friend of mine hugged me.
WOW!!!
friends are no less den gems,
n when i hav people like you
life rocks!!!!
thanx all thanx fer the roses
and i guess i delivered the smiles
:D :D

PS: someone was touched and i am sure of this.
and than the idlis were awesome but they would've tastes better with a spoon...
lol!!!!
:D
m smilin and people in the train are looking at me as if m a  mad guy.
lol!!!
i am no doubt
tc

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# 19

i always have raised my voice against any injustice that was being done to u

but now i realise that how injust was i to u

y could i never realise the love that u had

and y did i never hold u in my arms when u were feelin sad

where was i when u were searchin for me

i was i and u wanted we

now that i realise of what i have done

now that ur new jurney has begun

i know i can't ask for ur love again

but all i want u to b happy n smilin again

my words may hurt u all the time

n i knw i mean to u jus one thin dime

but here i want to say sorry for wat i had become

i have changed inside, hope u see the sun....

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