happiness comes without knocking :)

कभी कभी कुछ चीसे ऐसी होती है जो आपके दिलो दिमाग पर इतना गहरा असर छोड़ जाती है की उन पालों को भुलाना मुश्किल ही नहीं , असंभव हो जाता है.

आज से तीन साल पहले एक एक्सिडेंट हुआ था| धीरे धीरे सब ठीक हुआ लेकिन एक चोट रुक रुक के दर्द करती थी. एक हाथ से काम करने की क्षमता को खो चूका था मैं| Doctors को दिखाने के बाद भी कुछ नहीं हुआ था. सबने बोला की बस समय के साथ जितना कण्ट्रोल आना होगा आ जाएगा. कोई दवाई या ऑपरेशन हेल्प नहीं कर सकता था. i never gave it a deep thought, but many at times i used get that pinch in my heart. Many at times i used to miss some stuff.

Just yesterday when i went out with my friends to a bowling alley, I wanted to bowl, i used to bowl before the accident but then after that when i tried once, i just could not pick up the call.

Yesterday, standing right beside my strength, i decided to pick it up and give it a shot. i charged down and as the ball rolled there was a grin making its place on my face and a tear in my eye.

Slowly, but surely i am finding my life back.

I am standing steady and fighting against all the odds to prove to the world that whatever happened, i am here to stay and it is just not that easy to wipe me off.

The happiness i got after that shot is incomparable.

Some people who have never met me won't understand my emotions.

But rest who have seen me through that phase, i bet they would certainly and surely get what my heart wants to say.

PS: such a wonderful thing is this blog. Allows you to convert your tears in to words.