finally!!!

i can never forget the past three weeks.
Exams five days away and you still don't know a word.
A friend comes to rescue, but god aint willing to help you either.
Serious stomach infection, and exams 4 days away.
Anyways, they read out the stuff to you and somehow you make to the exam room realising that you forgot your calculator.
anyways exams were not what fanned me. It was how the things around were moving. Seeing a person , becoming friends and realising that he is no more.
old friends calling, ignoring your requests and severe castigation on your way daily. A toady person, getting his way to the top, and you losing the post.
joining a ravelry with a spineless guy who runs away when you have a fight with other elephantic bodies around you.
Drivng and crashing again....
cought by the cops, admonished and left.
a big faux pas which costed me Rs. 4k.
A helping new friend to tell you what struggle is.
Seeing your old friends to find new ones. :) :)
hospital, deaths , detestations , execrations
heart sunken deep inside a trough.....
everything goin the wrong way....
no support
no love
a friend says, god is testing u.
i say, how many times.
phew!!!!!!!

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