for you, lol.........o

it ws ur love, that i smiled, may be not realising how many tears i am giving you,

it was your love that used to be there during my physio sessions, whn i used to cry wid pain

it was u who held my hand again n again,

it was u who was always wid me,

this song is for u,

its not an original creations ,but its very very close to my feelings.

i wish i get a comment. from u

Dancin' in the dark middle of the night \\*when i got intruduced to the phrase TLC*//\

Takin' your heart and holdin' it tight \\* when i was back home after my accident n u came over*//

Emotional touch touchin' my skin \\* when i cried over n over for the same reason*//

And asking you to do what you've been doin' all over again \\* when i would take my name, shulbit*//

Oh it's a beautiful thing don't think I can keep it all in

I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go

It's your love

It just does something to me

It sends a shock right through me

I can't get enough

And if you wonder

About the spell I'm under

Oh it's your love

Better than I was, more than I am \\*clearin my backlog*//

And all of this happened by taking your hand \\* those nyts we studied together*//

And who I am now is who I wanted to be \\* wish u cud see it with me*//

And now that we're together, \\*:(*//

I'm stronger than ever \\*;(*//

Oh it's a beautiful thing,

Don't think I can keep it all in

If you asked me why I've changed,

All I gotta do is say your sweet name

It's your love

It just does something to me

It sends a shock right through me

I can't get enough

And if you wonder

About the spell I'm under

Oh, it's your love

Oh it's a beautiful thing,

Don't think I can keep it all in

I just gotta let you konw what it is that won't let me go

It's your love

It just does something to me

It sends a shock right through me

I can't get enough

And if you wonder

About the spell I'm under,

Oh it's your love

It's your love, it's your love, it's your love

at the corner of the maze

Everysem end , when i reach my hometown back, due to the restrictions on the
mobile network, i take my mum's cell.
I gift her with bills of 3k or infact the maximum has been 4.5k.
She yells, shouts and tells me that this should be the last time.
I like an obidient son, agree.
But next time the story repeats itself.

""It's really hard to hate the ones you love, and when you don't find a
reason at all.""
My emotions have undergone so many changes , seeing a ray of hope and
then seeing it diminish.
I feel like a bad guy , hurt and in pain. Exams at the corner and i am still
clueless of what is in the book.
I work, i walk, i laugh...i play i smile i cry.
but everything reminds me of something which is not with me anymore.
Love, they say is neverending.
but sometimes, somethings get above love and you are so into to that
feeling that calling it ends doesn't feel possible.
I try to be busy,
joining firms, taking classes, driving, and everything to keep my mind
occupied.
life sometimes takes turns that are just not possible for you to
accept.
it took a turn for me before, i accepted it. Cus i had some source of
motivation
what to do when that source of motivation is gone???

PS: i decided i wont blog, but thanx to neeraj agrahari, ravi porwal,
rajani ranjan, deepak bedi and a few more that i am continuing.
they told me they like my blog, and i should write.... tc

hello 

i have been in this blogging thing for a while

i'd really appreciate all those people who have been reading and commenting.

thanx for you feedbacks

this happens to be the last post  on my blog.

i hope u enjoy reading the lyrics i had put up.

ciao

thanx

surbhit

it's good to thank the one who deserve to b thanked

1:27 am

place: funkyrave's room

thankyou,

all, for loving me, n giving me reason to smile.

n for hating me , so that i know wats dere to change.

for those who hate me, i have no words of appreciation, just thanx a lot

for those who love or loved me i would say thanx

i dnt knw if i shud write the names as such or not but yea i'l put in the reasons for which i love em' too

the one guy i love the most is brushing his teeth ryt now, who makes me feel so positive n gives me  reason to believe in me again

creates that aura of positivity arnd me .... thanx bro...

a guy who is as emotional as me but takes everystep wid his mind controllin him... it will b even hard for him to realise dats this is for him, if u do, jus lemme knw bro

d childhood frnd wid whom i started as a foe bt nw is as close to me as my soul...

a brat in mumbai n an ass in banglore, for believing in me...

d chuiqitita i love the most :) no reasons for this :) :P nincompoop

a colg frnd who treats me like a bro n cares for me like anything...thanx jkr....

my roomies for listenin to my crap n acceptin me.

n in the end, i love myself, once again i love myself....

n u all r the reason for this

love u all

love u alot lol.........0

:)

when the emotions get drained!!!!

jus picture this,

you have your presentation, u r least prepared get up, convince yourslef that there is no way out so gotta face watever that  comes up.

you get ready to leave for your project partners place, who is mad at you cause you din't turn up a day before though u promised.

you get down, push the key in the bike, about to kick, n your cell phone rings.

it's your best friend calling....

you start the bike, n drive while you talk, you reach the place still on the phone and then get your good luck charm.

you start with the report you have to submit.

leave for the college, driving 13 kms in scorching heat, without eating anything, no dinner,no breakfast.

through the sandunes you reach your college, already dirty,(thanx to the dust) and you r informed that u r next for the presentation. no time to prepare you connect your laptop and take the seat.

they ask you questions and you r numb, no answers, u r jus cursing urself.

anyways bad day, everything ends, clouds in the sky you start your bike, your project partner, dipressed as u r, sittin bak.driving slowly, both completly pissd off..

you look up.... dark clouds alll around n then u notice a drop of water on the petrol tank.

10 minutes later you r driving and searching for a place to hide your computer.

you find a "dhabba" u go in put ur laptop bag dere and wait for the rain to stop.

and then you get a push, n u r out.... they wont let u in...

n u feel the rain....

u feel the drops on your head, n then u decide to stay outside,... 

u dance, u drive u forget.....

you njoy

you thank

you feel good

you feel bad

u love

u hate

u smile n den u cry

u go through all the emotions possible

and all this covered , thanx to the drops he gave u

to let it out

you come bak,

have u tea 

n u sleep

n u get up

n u write this

thanx god n luky charm

misss both of u

love both of u

goodmorningzzzz zzzz

this is how my day starts

9:47 am

opening my eyes,

first thing, seaarch for my cell...

yes here it is and it shows 9 new msgs n 6 missed calls.

wow!!! 

next thing i do is open the lid of my computer to find that i had not even put it in sleepmode, great the torrent is downloaded so tonight have a job to do.

to my left are my books, to my right is a lousy creature a.k.a my roomie.

k first i reply to the messages, and then grab my tshrt get out of the bed.

*yaawwnnnn* find my sleepers and rush to the loo.

comeout,

go to the refrigerator and get some water, wash my face, take a look around...

pick up my books, put them on the table, clean my bed a bit, take of my sleepers off go back to the bed, play sum yanni and close my eyes and sleep again

:D

i know every undergraduate has the same way to start d morning....

yaawwnnn

sleeeeeeeeeeepzzzzzzzzzz zzzz zzzz

finally,  back to blogging.

so much has happened, in the end smiles and tears leave me in a dilemma that this post shud be titled with sumthing sad, or sumthing happy. 

so i decide that dere will be no title at all :P ( the laziest n easiest way out, haina??)

njoing wid my friends n finding new ones.

having a bash, celebrating every moment at my bro's marriage , trying hard to forget what has happened 2 days back.

i danced like anything and i enjoyed like anything. made it sure that i don't leave anything undone, surprises for bhaiya n bhabhi.

that night when the "pheras" were scheduled, i can never forget that night.

Found a new friend who is a bit sad today :P .

enjoyed with bhaiya n bhabhi n family.

and had a great time with all the relatives together.

all cousins together , all grownups now, remembring the childhood memories.

visiting the ancestral house in lucknow was such a wonderfull feeling

n then in jammu too.

i was totally involved in my bro's marriage n that is the reason y i was out.

a frnd lost me, n a friend is in my list of the wonderfullest(:P, yea it's u chottu...) people i hav ever met....

now m back in indore.

n i think i have messed up my life too much now,

shud sit back n work,

plans ahead.

tc

PS: after reading this post, i think that dere is nuthin in it that makes it worth a post, but than next post will be a good one. 

m goin to sleep now take carezzzzzzzzzzzzz........