While sitting on the couch and resting my bums and sipping some tea, while soaking some vitamin D, I was in deep thoughts.
It was no hot model bombshell. Not about anyone doing me wrong. No apologies. No nostalgia. It was about how procrastinating I have become, and I think I am not the only one. We can make a wolf pack and then keep on delaying our jobs together. At least I won't feel guilty after that, cos i know everyone is being an ass. I delay everything and the only reason that is good enough is that may be i have lost my seriousness about issues which ought to be dealt with a little more seriousness than the seriousness i deal them with. I usually waste my time talking to people or downloading torrents or writing some silly rhymes, which are of no good. But still i can't find myself motivated enough to take the very first step towards the goal. Well yes there is this thing that I am a good goal setter. When I look back after that, I realise that I set some goals and forgot about them. There has to be a way for me to start getting serious about my stuff. It's high time. The worst part is that to delay a job i come up with cockamamie reasons. I just end up discombobulating myself. There are always two outcomes when I delay something.
1) The job never gets done, hence, M a loser
2) The job gets done at the very last moment, M still a (you know what, right?)
I don't find the will to get off the bed, stop the movie or whatever I find comfort in and exert my brain in some coding or software engineering stuff.
Sounds lame because, I am going to be a part of a software company very soon.
God, I wish i did not have tha rinky-dink piece of nerve fibres stuffed inside my skull.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Monday, November 22, 2010
#25
Like the sky
and the water
we're so far away, from eachother
like the mountain
and the ocean
we're so far away, fom eachother
there has to be a place
has to be a way
so that tonyt i can make u stay
baby thats the way
u n me
we r gonna be together always
m gonna hold u now
m gonna tell u how
how we are gonna be together always
like a child
to his mother
m gonna keep u in my heart forever
like the moon
calls the water
m gonna come to u like that forever
girl ur a gem
which m not gonna trade
girl u r a card
which m not gonna play
girl u r a memory
which will never fade
baby thats the way
u n me
we r gonna be together always
m gonna hold u now
m gonna tell u how
how we are gonna be together always
and the water
we're so far away, from eachother
like the mountain
and the ocean
we're so far away, fom eachother
there has to be a place
has to be a way
so that tonyt i can make u stay
baby thats the way
u n me
we r gonna be together always
m gonna hold u now
m gonna tell u how
how we are gonna be together always
like a child
to his mother
m gonna keep u in my heart forever
like the moon
calls the water
m gonna come to u like that forever
girl ur a gem
which m not gonna trade
girl u r a card
which m not gonna play
girl u r a memory
which will never fade
baby thats the way
u n me
we r gonna be together always
m gonna hold u now
m gonna tell u how
how we are gonna be together always
Saturday, November 20, 2010
untitled :)
To get to the top, you have to work your way from the people who don’t have and will never have the brains to understand what it takes to be on the top.
When I decided and rather started with my blog no body encouraged me.
When my friend decided to send a new theory instead of a model to IISc. No one encouraged him.
When my another friend showed interest in photography, people gave him hard looks.
The secret of success is not in C or HTML. The secret of success is no where inside the box of derivatives and integrals, nor it is buried under the layers of chemicals. The secret of success is in your heart.
What you feel you are destined to do, just take a shot at it. Fight the world and fight for your dream.
I have a friend who is making it big in his town with his videos posted all over youtube.
That’s the way you should decide about your life. That’s the way you should go. Not everyone is an engineer material. So everyone who reads this, just let your heart talk to you when you carve the path of your life. If you have already done that, than make sure you don’t force your influence on someone. One should do what he or she thinks is the best suited for him.
That might not be easy, the teething trouble is usually tougher than most of us can handle, the financial security is often missing in these trades. Everything looks so ugly when you think about it, but when you look at what you get after you succeed, you just let go of all these reasons.
They say, to be the star, you have to reach the stars.
You might expect support from your family, your parents. Does that really matter? I don’t think so.
Families are temporary; in fact everything is just so volatile in this world.
Today you live with your parents; tomorrow you will live with your kids. Your mom and dad will leave for the better half of the life, and you’ll get used to the fact that they are not there. Everyday and every second of your life, it will be only you who’ll be held responsible to what is happening to you. Nor parents, neither kids.
It is and will always be you for yourself. So make it big.
Live your dreams. :)
PS: i could not come up with any good title :P
When I decided and rather started with my blog no body encouraged me.
When my friend decided to send a new theory instead of a model to IISc. No one encouraged him.
When my another friend showed interest in photography, people gave him hard looks.
The secret of success is not in C or HTML. The secret of success is no where inside the box of derivatives and integrals, nor it is buried under the layers of chemicals. The secret of success is in your heart.
What you feel you are destined to do, just take a shot at it. Fight the world and fight for your dream.
I have a friend who is making it big in his town with his videos posted all over youtube.
That’s the way you should decide about your life. That’s the way you should go. Not everyone is an engineer material. So everyone who reads this, just let your heart talk to you when you carve the path of your life. If you have already done that, than make sure you don’t force your influence on someone. One should do what he or she thinks is the best suited for him.
That might not be easy, the teething trouble is usually tougher than most of us can handle, the financial security is often missing in these trades. Everything looks so ugly when you think about it, but when you look at what you get after you succeed, you just let go of all these reasons.
They say, to be the star, you have to reach the stars.
You might expect support from your family, your parents. Does that really matter? I don’t think so.
Families are temporary; in fact everything is just so volatile in this world.
Today you live with your parents; tomorrow you will live with your kids. Your mom and dad will leave for the better half of the life, and you’ll get used to the fact that they are not there. Everyday and every second of your life, it will be only you who’ll be held responsible to what is happening to you. Nor parents, neither kids.
It is and will always be you for yourself. So make it big.
Live your dreams. :)
PS: i could not come up with any good title :P
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
lost and found
When i was in bangalore i met my friend after 17 years, we kept in touch through facebook and orkut and hi5 but we met after 17 years. Now yesterday only i had a talk with a friend who was one of the closest people around me in my school. With time things changed and she moved to a new town and we lost touch.
I had so much to talk about and tell her. so many people to shit about. But the best thing was that we were friends again after clearing all the misunderstandings.
One of the most special thing of friends is that no matter after how long you talk, you talk as the way you used to.
I have lost some friends in college, who were very dear to me at one time but than with time things changed, i came to know some stuff which i never wanted to. When i find some of my friends from school and we talk again i think that may be one day these college friends will also come back,
A make friends easily and lose them easily too. Recently i deleted around 200 people from facebook. Don't want them to take this as a wrong gesture, but they would stay online for hours and still no hi or hello.... just to add them in fb cus we were frnds at one time, i don't want to keep mannequins in my friend list........
as of now m happy with all i got ..... :) too happy :)
happy to have u again my friend :)
I had so much to talk about and tell her. so many people to shit about. But the best thing was that we were friends again after clearing all the misunderstandings.
One of the most special thing of friends is that no matter after how long you talk, you talk as the way you used to.
I have lost some friends in college, who were very dear to me at one time but than with time things changed, i came to know some stuff which i never wanted to. When i find some of my friends from school and we talk again i think that may be one day these college friends will also come back,
A make friends easily and lose them easily too. Recently i deleted around 200 people from facebook. Don't want them to take this as a wrong gesture, but they would stay online for hours and still no hi or hello.... just to add them in fb cus we were frnds at one time, i don't want to keep mannequins in my friend list........
as of now m happy with all i got ..... :) too happy :)
happy to have u again my friend :)
Friday, October 15, 2010
10 things that a boy's hostel blesses you with
So this idea struck me when i was home, awake at 10 am, and was getting bored. Its really not easy for a guy to get cool with the discipline that his parents (read mom) try to inculcate him.
Anyways so i thought why not come up with the stuff that you can do in hostel but not at home and while i was discussing this with a friend, she told me that the list would be endless. So here i am, giving top ten points that i think effect you the most when you get back home.
10) you cant come home totally drunk with two guys helping you walk
9) you can't get up at 2pm/ sleep at 2 am ;P
8) you can't talk to your girl all night long
7) you can't invite your friends to play teen patti and shout when you lose
6) you can't spend 10 days without bath.
5) you can't smoke in your home
4) you can't stay unshaved for 10 days(this might be different for some)
3) you can't use BC MC or F**k while talking at home, in hostel these are like the most used words
2) You can't fart in the room :)
1) you cant watch porn with speakers on :) :D
Anyways so i thought why not come up with the stuff that you can do in hostel but not at home and while i was discussing this with a friend, she told me that the list would be endless. So here i am, giving top ten points that i think effect you the most when you get back home.
10) you cant come home totally drunk with two guys helping you walk
9) you can't get up at 2pm/ sleep at 2 am ;P
8) you can't talk to your girl all night long
7) you can't invite your friends to play teen patti and shout when you lose
6) you can't spend 10 days without bath.
5) you can't smoke in your home
4) you can't stay unshaved for 10 days(this might be different for some)
3) you can't use BC MC or F**k while talking at home, in hostel these are like the most used words
2) You can't fart in the room :)
1) you cant watch porn with speakers on :) :D
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
unemployed writer
24th july 2010
1st company.
H.p r&d.
Horrible written exam. Dint clear. Went at 7 am got back at 5 pm. When will be my day
Damn tired, laters
26 july 10
got a fake call from emc2. Got up early n went there to get nothing. Then went to tesco, dint allow me to sit in the written test.
Now preparing for the "ph test". Exam on 1st. Laters
28 july,
3 days more. Exam on first, it feels good . Gaurav n harry n me. Spending a good time here. N enjoin too. We do give a good time to studies too. Anyways. Gotta go n solve apti nw. Laters
31 july 2010.
Can't sleep. Got an interview on monday. Missin mom n dad badly. Just feel like going home. But i won't. I'l go home only once m employed. Missin home badly.
May be thats d reason y my eyes r wet. Shud sleep. Gotta study 2mrw. Gnyyt. Later
PS:HAPY BDAY may u get al d hapines in d world:)
1 aug 2010.
First sunday of august, happy friendships day. The sound of Church bells is filling my ears and making me exuberant, cus m standing right in front of d xam centre. 8:30 am, d xam starts at 9:30. 4 crazy girls loaded in a jetta just drove by shouting, all the best.... Fun for them n heres my ass is on fire. Need just 70% n things wil get set...
So many students around. ... Out nw . Goin in. Laters
9 august
2 am.
Dint get 70% just got 66%. TCS xam on 14. Almost done with quant, now time for technical and verbal. By 3pm i'll wind up analytical too.
Gotta get up at 8. Hope i make it to tcs.
Gnyt.
14 aug
8:00 am
In the bus, on my way to the TCS xam centre. I am prepared, and hell nervous. The exam centre is miles away. I'll have to change buses to get there. 2 hours journey. Whats to come?
14 august
11:50 pm
so this was it, written, tech cleared. HR was fun, but d final result will b sent via email.
Anyways m waiting. May be d best gift for dad is here to arrive... Goin to sleep. Gnyt
16 august
11:50pm
time is running too slow. I haven't yet recieved the email from TCS. I must have checked my inbox more than a hundred times. Whats in the store for me? Is this post going to end.? Whats coming up?
How long?
21 august 2010
4:45 pm
happy birth day dad.
I am with a person who has been like an elder brother to me. In this alien city, he has been d one i can run too.
Makes me smile. N ya about TCS. Results will b announced after 30 days.
Chiken is here. Later
7th sep.
Happy bday harry.
This is d last day. Kal might be result will b announced. Dnt knw. Wats to come.
10 sep.
12:30 am
just got the news. Results have been announced for some batches. They are sending the mail in both the cases. So lets see. Probably a day or two more. Hope lives. G.n laters
13 sep '10
3:45 am
my bday is coming. God will u send me a gift?
U knw wat i want.
Don't u.
Later.
15 sep 2010.
3 am
Two months coming to an end, no job as yet.
Missing someone.
:-)
laters
17 sep '10
2 pm
life can sometimes put u in situations which totally tear u apart. M in such one condition.
:-(
22 sep' 10
2 am
it was a tough day to begin with. my friend got a call from the company n my inbox was still empty. i got the mail one hour later and that one hour was like a lifetym. i dont know what to do now, m feeling a bit weird, now that i was waiting for something, the wait is over. Now what.
atleast people who were concerned where really happy. :)
thanx all
1st company.
H.p r&d.
Horrible written exam. Dint clear. Went at 7 am got back at 5 pm. When will be my day
Damn tired, laters
26 july 10
got a fake call from emc2. Got up early n went there to get nothing. Then went to tesco, dint allow me to sit in the written test.
Now preparing for the "ph test". Exam on 1st. Laters
28 july,
3 days more. Exam on first, it feels good . Gaurav n harry n me. Spending a good time here. N enjoin too. We do give a good time to studies too. Anyways. Gotta go n solve apti nw. Laters
31 july 2010.
Can't sleep. Got an interview on monday. Missin mom n dad badly. Just feel like going home. But i won't. I'l go home only once m employed. Missin home badly.
May be thats d reason y my eyes r wet. Shud sleep. Gotta study 2mrw. Gnyyt. Later
PS:HAPY BDAY may u get al d hapines in d world:)
1 aug 2010.
First sunday of august, happy friendships day. The sound of Church bells is filling my ears and making me exuberant, cus m standing right in front of d xam centre. 8:30 am, d xam starts at 9:30. 4 crazy girls loaded in a jetta just drove by shouting, all the best.... Fun for them n heres my ass is on fire. Need just 70% n things wil get set...
So many students around. ... Out nw . Goin in. Laters
9 august
2 am.
Dint get 70% just got 66%. TCS xam on 14. Almost done with quant, now time for technical and verbal. By 3pm i'll wind up analytical too.
Gotta get up at 8. Hope i make it to tcs.
Gnyt.
14 aug
8:00 am
In the bus, on my way to the TCS xam centre. I am prepared, and hell nervous. The exam centre is miles away. I'll have to change buses to get there. 2 hours journey. Whats to come?
14 august
11:50 pm
so this was it, written, tech cleared. HR was fun, but d final result will b sent via email.
Anyways m waiting. May be d best gift for dad is here to arrive... Goin to sleep. Gnyt
16 august
11:50pm
time is running too slow. I haven't yet recieved the email from TCS. I must have checked my inbox more than a hundred times. Whats in the store for me? Is this post going to end.? Whats coming up?
How long?
21 august 2010
4:45 pm
happy birth day dad.
I am with a person who has been like an elder brother to me. In this alien city, he has been d one i can run too.
Makes me smile. N ya about TCS. Results will b announced after 30 days.
Chiken is here. Later
7th sep.
Happy bday harry.
This is d last day. Kal might be result will b announced. Dnt knw. Wats to come.
10 sep.
12:30 am
just got the news. Results have been announced for some batches. They are sending the mail in both the cases. So lets see. Probably a day or two more. Hope lives. G.n laters
13 sep '10
3:45 am
my bday is coming. God will u send me a gift?
U knw wat i want.
Don't u.
Later.
15 sep 2010.
3 am
Two months coming to an end, no job as yet.
Missing someone.
:-)
laters
17 sep '10
2 pm
life can sometimes put u in situations which totally tear u apart. M in such one condition.
:-(
22 sep' 10
2 am
it was a tough day to begin with. my friend got a call from the company n my inbox was still empty. i got the mail one hour later and that one hour was like a lifetym. i dont know what to do now, m feeling a bit weird, now that i was waiting for something, the wait is over. Now what.
atleast people who were concerned where really happy. :)
thanx all
Thursday, July 1, 2010
who i am?
I have so much to write about and right now I am so high on emtions that I think this post will never be ending.
The only thing that will stop me if I cry and let off these emotions stored inside my head and heart for so many days
It dates back to 20 june 2010.
I was with my friend, who had a bus to catch at 3:00 PM
So we decided to hangout all day long. The time was running at the speed of like I just wished that I could stop it, make the seconds’ hand go back….
Anything like that was no way near to be possible and I was driving my wy back to my home at 3:05 PM.
I was not crying but I was getting reminded of all the fun we had….
And when I reached back it was time to pack my bags as I had to leave on 23 june too.
The two days passed in quickly and I was there at the railway station. Not nostalgic, rather I was looking forward to be home….
1 day later
I reached home, with mum and dad, but there was so much on my mind, there was so much to be done…
I don’t knw where I stand… and I don’t know exactly what I want…and again time is running out…
See, this is gonna be a small post now….
Tc all
Il be back soon, with something worth a read
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