10 things that a boy's hostel blesses you with

So this idea struck me when i was home, awake at 10 am, and was getting bored. Its really not easy for a guy to get cool with the discipline that his parents (read mom) try to inculcate him.
Anyways so i thought why not come up with the stuff that you can do in hostel but not at home and while i was discussing this with a friend, she told me that the list would be endless. So here i am, giving top ten points that i think effect you the most when you get back home.

10) you cant come home totally drunk with two guys helping you walk
9) you can't get up at 2pm/ sleep at 2 am ;P
8) you can't talk to your girl all night long
7) you can't invite your friends to play teen patti and shout when you lose
6) you can't spend 10 days without bath.
5) you can't smoke in your home
4) you can't stay unshaved for 10 days(this might be different for some)
3) you can't use BC MC or F**k while talking at home, in hostel these are like the most used words
2) You can't fart in the room :)
1) you cant watch porn with speakers on :) :D

unemployed writer

24th july 2010
1st company.
H.p r&d.
Horrible written exam. Dint clear. Went at 7 am got back at 5 pm. When will be my day
Damn tired, laters

26 july 10
got a fake call from emc2. Got up early n went there to get nothing. Then went to tesco, dint allow me to sit in the written test.
Now preparing for the "ph test". Exam on 1st. Laters

28 july,
3 days more. Exam on first, it feels good . Gaurav n harry n me. Spending a good time here. N enjoin too. We do give a good time to studies too. Anyways. Gotta go n solve apti nw. Laters

31 july 2010.
Can't sleep. Got an interview on monday. Missin mom n dad badly. Just feel like going home. But i won't. I'l go home only once m employed. Missin home badly.
May be thats d reason y my eyes r wet. Shud sleep. Gotta study 2mrw. Gnyyt. Later
PS:HAPY BDAY may u get al d hapines in d world:)

1 aug 2010.
First sunday of august, happy friendships day. The sound of Church bells is filling my ears and making me exuberant, cus m standing right in front of d xam centre. 8:30 am, d xam starts at 9:30. 4 crazy girls loaded in a jetta just drove by shouting, all the best.... Fun for them n heres my ass is on fire. Need just 70% n things wil get set...
So many students around. ... Out nw . Goin in. Laters

9 august
2 am.
Dint get 70% just got 66%. TCS xam on 14. Almost done with quant, now time for technical and verbal. By 3pm i'll wind up analytical too.
Gotta get up at 8. Hope i make it to tcs.
Gnyt.

14 aug
8:00 am
In the bus, on my way to the TCS xam centre. I am prepared, and hell nervous. The exam centre is miles away. I'll have to change buses to get there. 2 hours journey. Whats to come?

14 august
11:50 pm
so this was it, written, tech cleared. HR was fun, but d final result will b sent via email.
Anyways m waiting. May be d best gift for dad is here to arrive... Goin to sleep. Gnyt

16 august
11:50pm
time is running too slow. I haven't yet recieved the email from TCS. I must have checked my inbox more than a hundred times. Whats in the store for me? Is this post going to end.? Whats coming up?
How long?

21 august 2010
4:45 pm
happy birth day dad.
I am with a person who has been like an elder brother to me. In this alien city, he has been d one i can run too.
Makes me smile. N ya about TCS. Results will b announced after 30 days.
Chiken is here. Later

7th sep.
Happy bday harry.
This is d last day. Kal might be result will b announced. Dnt knw. Wats to come.

10 sep.
12:30 am
just got the news. Results have been announced for some batches. They are sending the mail in both the cases. So lets see. Probably a day or two more. Hope lives. G.n laters

13 sep '10
3:45 am
my bday is coming. God will u send me a gift?
U knw wat i want.
Don't u.
Later.

15 sep 2010.
3 am
Two months coming to an end, no job as yet.
Missing someone.
:-)
laters

17 sep '10
2 pm
life can sometimes put u in situations which totally tear u apart. M in such one condition.
:-(

22 sep' 10
2 am
it was a tough day to begin with. my friend got a call from the company n my inbox was still empty. i got the mail one hour later and that one hour was like a lifetym. i dont know what to do now, m feeling a bit weird, now that i was waiting for something, the wait is over. Now what.
atleast people who were concerned where really happy. :)
thanx all

who i am?

I have so much to write about and right now I am so high on emtions that I think this post will never be ending.

The only thing that will stop me if I cry and let off these emotions stored inside my head and heart for so many days

It dates back to 20 june 2010.

I was with my friend, who had a bus to catch at 3:00 PM

So we decided to hangout all day long. The time was running at the speed of like I just wished that I could stop it, make the seconds’ hand go back….

Anything like that was no way near to be possible and I was driving my wy back to my home at 3:05 PM.

I was not crying but I was getting reminded of all the fun we had….

And when I reached back it was time to pack my bags as I had to leave on 23 june too.

The two days passed in quickly and I was there at the railway station. Not nostalgic, rather I was looking forward to be home….

1 day later

I reached home, with mum and dad, but there was so much on my mind, there was so much to be done…

I don’t knw where I stand… and I don’t know exactly what I want…and again time is running out…

See, this is gonna be a small post now….

Tc all

Il be back soon, with something worth a read

happiness comes without knocking :)

कभी कभी कुछ चीसे ऐसी होती है जो आपके दिलो दिमाग पर इतना गहरा असर छोड़ जाती है की उन पालों को भुलाना मुश्किल ही नहीं , असंभव हो जाता है.

आज से तीन साल पहले एक एक्सिडेंट हुआ था| धीरे धीरे सब ठीक हुआ लेकिन एक चोट रुक रुक के दर्द करती थी. एक हाथ से काम करने की क्षमता को खो चूका था मैं| Doctors को दिखाने के बाद भी कुछ नहीं हुआ था. सबने बोला की बस समय के साथ जितना कण्ट्रोल आना होगा आ जाएगा. कोई दवाई या ऑपरेशन हेल्प नहीं कर सकता था. i never gave it a deep thought, but many at times i used get that pinch in my heart. Many at times i used to miss some stuff.

Just yesterday when i went out with my friends to a bowling alley, I wanted to bowl, i used to bowl before the accident but then after that when i tried once, i just could not pick up the call.

Yesterday, standing right beside my strength, i decided to pick it up and give it a shot. i charged down and as the ball rolled there was a grin making its place on my face and a tear in my eye.

Slowly, but surely i am finding my life back.

I am standing steady and fighting against all the odds to prove to the world that whatever happened, i am here to stay and it is just not that easy to wipe me off.

The happiness i got after that shot is incomparable.

Some people who have never met me won't understand my emotions.

But rest who have seen me through that phase, i bet they would certainly and surely get what my heart wants to say.

PS: such a wonderful thing is this blog. Allows you to convert your tears in to words.

So this is it, the dates were announced. 7 June 2010. i have my last exam and then we are graduates. In just 10 days from that I will be moving to Delhi. A new place, a new life, new people.

Everything will begin from the scratch. I will take my memories packed in my mind that will help me to get used to the new atmosphere.

Sometimes I wonder that things will be so different. Daily job, formals, professionalism.

No chai cuts, no bike rides, no bunks, no back benches, no punishments. things will be so different. I'll miss so many things, so many people, Some too important for me. No late night CS sessions. One day you get up and walk out, there is no one who gives a damn to you. No one who will wait in the college canteen for you before you enter the class. No one to text you while your class is on.

No first day first shows.

I will miss all of this. I'll miss this city.

I have so much to write, just don't have the words.

tc

cherio

thanx everyone.

GUILTY OR INNOCENT

thanx for tagging me Eksha
RULE 1- You can only say Guilty or Innocent.
RULE 2- You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
RULE 3- Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag to your friends to answer this.

Asked someone to marry you? guilty
Ever kissed someone of the same sex? guilty PS: **not smooched**

Danced on a table in a bar? Innocent
Ever told a lie? Guilty
Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have back? Guilty
Kissed a picture? Guilty
Slept in until 5 PM? guilty
Fallen asleep at work/school? GUilty
Held a snake? GUILTY
Been suspended from school? Innocent
Worked at a fast food restaurant? Innocent
Stolen from a store? GUILTY
Been fired from a job? Innocent
Done something you regret? Guilty
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Guilty
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Innocent
Kissed in the rain? Innocent
Sat on a roof top? GUILTY
Kissed someone you shouldn't? GUILTY
Sang in the shower? Guilty
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? GUILTY
Shaved your head? Innocent
Had a boxing membership? Innocent
Made a GIRLfriend cry? GUILTY
Been in a band? GUILTY
Shot a gun? GUILTY
Donated Blood? GUILTY
Eaten alligator meat? Innocent
Eaten cheesecake? GUILTY
Still love someone you shouldn’t? INNOCENT
Have/had a tattoo? GUILTY
Liked someone, but will never tell who? Guilty
Been too honest? Guilty
Ruined a surprise? Guilty
Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you couldn’t walk afterward? Guilty
Erased someone in your friends list? Guilty
Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? Innocent
Joined a pageant? Innocent
Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Guilty
Had communication with your ex? GUILTY
Got totally drunk on the night before exam? Innocent
Got totally angry that you cried so hard? INNOCENT

PS: MAST THA....

I TAG

1) Shruti didi

2) Ravi

3) Naman

4) Kedar

5) Sneha Bhat

from deep inside

It’s sometime very hard to express what you feel.

Something inside your heart takes a lot to travel the path from heart to mouth.

It’s the same case with me. I feel a lot for different people but it’s not easy for me to express it. My behaviour has caused me to break my relations and at the same time to strengthen some too. I have many drafts saved which were started when I wanted to thank someone who did something good, but then, like now and forever they will be just drafts. There is a story that revolves around surbhit saxena. The story that changes everyday. Some actors stay in this, some leave soon, and some become an integral part of this fiction scripted by his almighty.

I being the centre point of the story want to say so much but my scriptwriter didn’t give me that power to express what is in my heart. I feel so helpless sometimes. I love but I can’t express my love, I care but can’t show you how much I care. Sometimes everything diminishes into a single word that reads “loser”, and at that moment there comes a hand from behind me, telling me not to give up, to get up and fight back and win what is destined to be mine. I want to say thank you to this hand but then again I can’t.

I get a hug and I want to make it last forever, the hug is about to end but I don’t want it to end, my mind asks me if there is anyway that I can stay in these arms forever and again I can’t answer. I miss someone and I want to call but I can’t call, I don’t want to disturb anyone, I don’t want to be the reason of pain for anyone. My life takes a new turn every moment. I keep accepting things until one day I give up. I say I quit and again an inspiration crosses me. I get up and fight back again, and I fail, I fall.

Then I find two people standing by my side to pick me up and put me up on my feet and give me the strength to walk this road again and live my script.

I have so much inside me. Don’t know when I will be able to let it out and tell the ones I love. Tell them what is inside my heart for them.